"There's someone down below blowing you a kiss. They watch from their windows as all arms fall to their sides, and all eyes fix on the death of tomorrow."

At the moment i'm listening to "Time to Waste - Alkaline Trio". At the moment i'm feeling:
-Fat.
-Worthless.
-Just about ready to give up with trying to do my homework.
-Confused over whether or not my boyfreind actually love me or not... because he doesn't seem to be affectionate towards me.
-Overall like a bit of a basket case.
-The way you feel when you don't know what feeling you are experiencing.
-Poor because i REALLY need a job.

Help?!