"Sitting beside you in school, while we'd paint I'd make you laugh. Mine was never very good, yours looked exactly like the photograph. Looks like I'm growing, I'm growing up beside you."

At the moment I'm listening to "Growing up beside you - Paolo Nutini".
This week has been fairly average and pretty wonderful. Easter is coming up pretty soon... Even though, I really don't like spending time with my family. I cannot stand the fake smiles, the fake conversations and the repetitive annoyance of misbehaving children and, what's even worse, adults behaving like children. I would much rather prefer to not celebrate it at all... and that way I can get a good start on my Lab Report for Uni. I REALLY need to get a move on with that, but I just have SO much other homework I need to do. :/ Eeeeeeeeeeeepp.

It's funny, through talking to some mates and thinking about this quite a lot over the past couple of months, I'm not sure what I want in life at the moment regarding my relationship status. See, I had this idea in my head that when I went into Uni, I would LOVE to be in a relationship. But now that I'm settled into Uni, I really just want to breathe for a bit a focus on my studying instead of socialising. I love having the freedom of being single. I think it's really great to have the freedom of, if I wanted to, going out to a club or something and doing something I'll regret in the morning. To me, that is a fun night out, and I want to enjoy those nights when I'm young!

I'm living my life. I'm eating what I want, without the guilt of being fat. Sure, I am fat. But, to tell you the truth. I like it. It's warm and cuddly! ;) I'm enjoying Uni. I'm making some amazing mates. Loving life.

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely Boring!" - Marilyn Monroe.