At the moment I'm listeing to "Sonny - New Found Glory". I saw my psychologist yesterday for the first time in a while. She think's i've gotten sicker than what I originally was. Brilliant.
A few days before this I had to have a few bloods tests and other mediacal tests, because knowing my luck, not only am I mentally ill, I may possibly be physically ill aswell. Wonderful.
On the plus side though, I just got a job :) This means money :) And I also am proud to anounce that I am moving on from bad experiences. I have been talking to this one person for a while, and I've come to realise that their actually are some decent people in this world. Hopefully this guy turns out to be nothing like my ex (a liar and an all-round cunt). But things are starting to look up.
I'm taking it slow, and starting to enjoy the feeling of being single.
Another Innocent Girl - Alkaline Trio
"He likes to act like he's all grown up
He wanted to grow up to be an actor
But he never told anybody
He likes to spill all of his guts
On the top of a well stocked bar
And then swallow them bit by bit remembering every scar
As a valid reason for every drink
And a new tattoo is a new reason to think
He likes to pretend that he is all sewn up
It makes for a much stronger case
But there is blood underneath that skin
That scar is not so easy to erase
He walks with a glass cane now
He's careful when holding his body up straight
Can't go outside when it's raining
Can't smash up that beautiful face
Another innocent girl just made his list
That self pity shit is just too hard too resist
And when we get home
you'll see that this part of him is now part of me
And its way too easy to fake this smile lead you on
Maybe I'm wrong but everyone gets bored once in awhile."
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