"And I lie awake at night just hoping to make you shiver. I'll be your disaster, forever and after, so cry me a fucking river."

At the moment I'm listening to "We dance to a different disco, honey - Short Stack".
I don't really like Short Stack.... But this is the only song of theirs that I can tolerate.
I need to start organising my life. I need to make some sort of plan. So here i go:

List of things I need to do in the near future:

• Only buy a packet of smokes when I can afford it.
• Only smoke on the weekends excluding when I'm feeling MAJORLY depressed.
• STOP smoking in my car. It's starting to smell bad and I'm really starting to not like it.
• Deactivate facebook every time I have a couple of SAC's coming up.
• Focus and really try hard with my schooling.
• Go to the gym as often as possible.
• Cut back on eating big meals every night.
• Put in an extreme effort for the subjects I'm not doing so well in (Literature).
• Put my relationship and friendships AFTER my studies.
• Don't be so attached to my boyfriend, if he said "Lets wait", he means it.
• Stay positive.
• Smile.
• Laugh.
• Focus.

These are the first steps towards a better life for me. I just need to stick to it. Once a week I will post about progress and see how far I've come. Wish me luck :)