"And I turn and scream "What am I here for?" The nurses yell "You were left at the door." I'm a stranger, someone left me for dead and I need to decide what to do next."

At the moment I'm listening to "Listen to your Friends - New Found Glory".

I'm feeling super fat. Today I weighed in at 101.5kgs. This is NOT acceptable and I don't want to ever be this size again. Starting from tomorrow when I get back into my uni routine, I am going to lose weight. Hardcore. It's not that I'm lacking motivation, it's just that I'm lacking self-control, and I need to take control now.!!!

Goal weight is still 80-85kgs and I am determined, now more than ever, to make that happen!!

Looking forward to uni though, but I also need to look good (:

Also, here are some lyrics of the song I'm listening to at the moment. I like it (:

"Listen to your Friends - New Found Glory"

I wake up in a waiting room
With the taste of blood
And a clouded view
I notice there is a tear in my jeans
The sleeves of my shirt have been ripped from their seams
My memory is a little bit blank
The thought of my name doesn't seem to come back
And I turn and scream "what am I here for?"
The nurses yell "you were left at the door"
I'm a stranger, someone left me for dead
And I need to decide what to do next

Oh
Just then I found a note in my pocket, it read:
"I don't ever wanna see you again" and I guess
That explains why I can't remember the rest of the night

I should have listened to my friends
I should have listened to them
When they told me you had bad intentions

I remember the string of events
From the dinner receipt
When a grabbed your hand
I know that you went in for a kiss
And I told you "that's not only what this is"
You held me at the end of my seat
And you had that look, the look of defeat
You wish that you could start this over
Instead you left me in a coma

Oh
Just then I found a note in my pocket, it read:
"I don't ever wanna see you again" and I guess
That explains why I can't remember the rest of the night

I should have listened to my friends
I should have listened to them
When they told me you had bad intentions

I should have listened to my friends
I should have listened to them
When they told me you had bad intentions

Oh
Just then I found a note in my pocket, it read:
"I don't ever wanna see you again" and I guess
That explains why I can't remember the rest of the night
Yeah

I should have listened to my friends
(and I don't ever wanna see you again)
I should have listened to them
When they told me you had bad intentions

I should have listened to my friends
(and I don't ever wanna see you again)
(LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS!)
I should have listened to them
When they told me you had bad intentions

When they told me you had bad intentions [x2]

:D