"I've got a book of matches, I've got a can of kerosene, I've got some bad ideas involving you and me. I don't blame you for walking away, I touched myself at thoughts of flames, I shat the bed and laid there in it, thinking of you wide awake for days. And I found you tongue-tied in my twisted little brain, you couldn't crack a smile, I didn't catch your name. I don't blame you for walking away I'd do the same if I saw me. I swear it's not contagious, in four short steps we can erase this."

At the moment I'm listening to "This could be Love - Alkaline Trio".

Step one: Slit my throat.

Step two: Play in my blood.

Step three: Cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house.

Step four: Stop at Lake Michigan and rinse your crimson hands.

You took me hostage and made your demands, I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one.

This could be love, love for fire.

^^These lyrics are quite an accurate portrayal of "Love".

My week has been pretty swell, not much to report. Tomorrow is my last day of uni and I'm really looking my 4 month break! I'm mostly looking forward to getting my life together start with eating healthier, going to the gym more often, studying hard, looking for a job, getting more confident in driving places, reduce my smoking, socialising more with the people who matter and maybe even getting myself out there searching for someone special.

I'm getting REALLY fat(ter) lately because I've discovered a little hidden talent: cooking. Cooking makes me really happy, but eating a lot doesn't.

Oh well.

Enjoy life?! <3