"How can I miss you if you never would stay? If you need time, I guess I´ll go away. Inside me now there´s only heartache and pain. So where's the fire? You´ve become the rain."

At the moment I'm listening to "Harder than you know - Escape the Fate". I'm feeling shit!
Just fucking terrible, I took today off again, I just don't know what to do with myself!!!!
I've had enough of my body! I'm not going to be eating until after exams are over. Not even kidding, I've done it before, I can do it again!

I've also substituted cutting with cigarettes. So, that way, I'm still killing myself, only slowly.