"Saw her coming, what a scene, what I mean is she's got that sex coffee beam, but she tastes like vanilla. Well alright, she ignites when we hit the floor, like the vroom on a V8 super commodore."

At the moment I'm listening to "Sly - The Cat Empire".

What an amazing week! I cannot believe I have actually made it to the end. It has been a long year, but I made it. I went really well on my music performace exam and at the moment, I need to study my arse off for the next 6 exams I am yet to complete.

The last day of school was swell! I'm going to miss some of my mates, and even the schooling structure so dearly! Some of my mates I will DEFINATELY not miss.... because I will be with them for the rest of my life. :)

Graduation is coming up soon. Right after exams. I need to get a good looking body for that, and for schoolies! I'm rather excited (: But before I get too excited so soon, I need to focus on school and losing weight! :)

I was also SOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPYYYYYYY when my sister got engaged a couple of days ago! Best news in the world! I plan to write her and her boyfriend a beautiful song for there engagement present! Wish me luck!

Hope you're well. Here are some gay photos. ;)

"And I don't wanna live that way, Reading into every word you say. You said that you could let it go, And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know."

At the moment I'm listening to "Somebody that I used to know - Gotye".
I am currently running on zero hours of sleep within 2 days. I have drunk a ridiculous amount of coffee and was pretty high from the caffeine today. Right now, when I'm lying in my bed, however, I am EXHAUSTED!!

Still feeling happy though! A lot more happier than I was yesterday! Which is good. I hope it stays like this.

Looking forward to a relaxing weekend in the sun and sleeping! 2 more days of school to go. AND I have my music performance exam on Sunday!

Wish me luck. (:

"You know you know you know I never ask you to change, if perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same".

At the moment I'm listening to "Just the way you are (Cover) - Pierce the Vail".
I'm feeling a little bit down today! I'm trying my hardest to stay as happy as I can. I really am trying, but this pressure of school is getting to me. I'm finding it difficult to concerntrate.... And even find it hard to go to school!

3 days left. Someone find me some motovation! I need help!

FAAARK!

"Drivers are rude, Such attitudes. But when I show my peace, Complaints cease. Something's odd, I feel like I'm god. You stupid, dumbshit, goddamn motherfucker!"

At the moment I'm listening to "Bad Habbit - The Offspring".
This song is hilarious! It's about having road rage and being overly agressive when drivers on the road are giving you the shits!

Had a, once again, good week! I've been feeling happy for about 2 weeks! Hope nothing changes! It looks like my Anti-Anxiety and Anti-Depressant pill increase has helped me a lot. This is FANTASTIC news!

I've been motivated to go to the gym, which is great for me! I haven't lost any weight yet, but I feel a bit better! I'm going quite often and plan to keep doing so. I still smoke though :( I really want to quit, but it's hard. However, I am planning to dramatically cut down my daily smoking soon because I have my music performace exam coming up and It helps my voice if i don't smoke.

This is me at my last performance a couple of night ago:

I love performing in front of an audience. I really love it. I can be whoever I want to be with a guitar in my hands and with a microphone catching my every breath.

To me, there is no better feeling in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

Only 39 more hours of school left, EVER! GET EXCITED!

"....but proud I stand, of who I am, I plan to go on living."

At the moment I'm listening to "Make it stop (September's Children) - Rise Against".

This song has SUCH an impact on me, every single time I listen to it! It makes me glad that I'll be alive to see tomorrow.

I've had a pretty happy week I must say. Not feeling down AT ALL. I hope I stay like this for as long as possible. Tomorrow I start my last ever term of school. Only 10 more days to go. Stoked.

I just finished doing some study, outside in my backyard smoking. For some reason, It made me feel really mature.... Don't know why!? haha.

I really cannot wait to get my life even more on track. After school is done, I AM going to think more clearly about my life, start saving money, losing weight and enjoying my adolescence.

Bring on living!

"Be always proud of what you see in the mirror, because who you see in the mirror is just yourself. NEVER be afraid to be yourself!"

To all my readers, I would love it if everyone saw this!

"Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up."

At the moment I'm listening to "In this Diary - The Ataris".
Feeling a bit of a good vibe coming along. I'm really craving:

• A BBQ
• Mates
• Alcohol
• Laughing
• Smiling
• A Good Time (Trouble Free)
• Summer (Even though I REALLY love Winter!)

I was going to organise a date for my mates to come over and have a BBQ and Booze night, but one of my mates already beat me too it! So, on Thursday, I shall be fulfilling my cravings!

Everyone should check out this song:

In This Diary - The Ataris:

Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
and that unspoken feeling
of knowing that right now is all that matters.

All the nights we stayed up talking
listening to 80's songs;
and quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...

[Chorus]
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.

Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.

[Chorus]

Get it right [x2]

[Chorus x2]
<3