"I've got a feeling, that tonights gonna be a good night"

At the moment I'm listening to "Gotta feeling - The Black Eyed Peas". I am unbelievably happy! I've found myself the right guy and I am now 18!!! I got my licence and have been driving ever since my birthday!! It is really fun!

It seriously is amazing being 18, I can legally buy cigarettes, drink, drive, do ANYTHING!
I'm also VERY excited for my party, it's a dress up theme and I think the photos and good company of friends will be heaven.
Looking forward to the memories and the many memories to come!
<3

"I’m lookin’ for a complication. Lookin’ ‘cause I’m tired of lyin’. Make my way back home when I learn to fly high."

At the moment I'm listening to "Learn to Fly - The Foo Fighters".
I've had a pretty amazing couple of weeks! I met someone amazing and hopefully it is goin to progress from here! I've been talking to all my mates, found out some interesting stories, helped them all out and felt a mixture of good and confused on the inside... I don't know why I'm feeling confused... But hopefully it's a good thing.

My car arrived the other day.. I've decided to call her 'Esmerelda', she looks beautiful! And I'll be 18 in 4 days!! So hopefully I get my licence!

Then I will be completely free!!

... Until I run out of petrol.. :/

"Lighting fireworks in parking lots, illuminate the blackest nights. Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky."

At the moment I'm listening to "In this Diary - The Ataris".

I am feeling something inside of me that hasn't been felt in a long long time. This feeling is quite a warm and fuzzy feeling, but I'm also consciously aware of this feeling and trying my hardest not to get carried away with it.... But I am LOVING IT! This feeling goes by many names, some call it 'A mixture between pain and pleasure', others call it 'a soul’s recognition of its counterpoint in another'. I'm scared to say so, because I'm trying to be cautious, but i like to call this feeling "Love".

On Monday I believe i just had the best day of my life. It consisted of holding hands, kissing and talking. All the things I ever wanted. Nothing more, nothing less.

Loving life. <3

"I heard you crying loud, all the way across town. You've been searching for that someone, and it's me out on the prow. As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself. Well, don't get lonely now, And dry your whining eyes. I'm just roaming for the moment, Sleazin' my back yard so don't get so uptight. You been thinking about ditching me."

At the moment im listening to "When I come around - Green Day". I'm kinda confused and indecisive.

But I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY looking forward to Monday!! This weekend is going to be good aswell!

<3